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| Sorry people for the late notification. But I moved to http://jinetic7.blogspot.com
Sorry for the constant shifts and all. But there is some place which I've pretty settled. But never say never if I do blog back at Xanga.. mwahahahaha.
Do drop by and pop in a line okay?
Oh yeah, I'll comment more often too.. if you comment at my blog. Hehe you call it a fair trade don't you?
Take care people!! 
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| People are often unreasonable,
irrational, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse
you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some
unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and sincere
people may deceive you;
Be honest and sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating
others could destroy overnight;
Create anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness,
some may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today,
will often be forgotten.
Do good anyway.
Give the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
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| For some particular reason, I simply love this song:
Until I find you again - Richard Marx
Lately I've been trying
To fill up my days since you're gone.
The speed of love is blinding,
And I didn't know how to hold on.
My mind won't clear.
I'm out of tears.
My heart's got no room left inside.
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?
Will the arms of hope surround me?
Will time be a fairweather friend?
Should I call out to angels,
Or just drink myself sober again?
I can't hide, it's true.
I still burn for you.
Your memory just won't let me go.
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?
I'd hold you tighter,
Closer than ever before.
Yeah.
No flame would burn brighter,
If I could touch you once more,
Hold you once more!
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by, until I find you again?
'till I find you again..
Am still recovering, rediscovering the smile that I used to have.
I particularly want to thank those for are concerned after reading my previous entry.
Philippians 4:6-8.
Till next time,
take care everyone =) | | |
| This is my first blog entry for months. Yeah, months.
I don't really know how many people will read this, but that doesnt really matter..
Things have been very tough for me. Especially for the past few months. Its a very painful season of growing and stretching.
No one likes being stretched. No one likes to be put into an extremely uncomfortable situation and find a way out.
Is there a light at the end of the tunnel?
I have made a very terrible mistake. Now I doubt my decision making skills. I doubt the things I do now. Is everything worth it? All the sacrifices? All the tears? All the hurts? All the pain? Everything that I have done?
Some call it foolishness, some say I am being very noble, some say I am doing it all out of my selfish ambitions, me being a smart alec, etc. I don't blame them. They have their right of opinion. Regardless of how they look on me.
I know, God knows.
I am broken. Been broken for the past 2 - 3 months. When I thought I can finally pick up the pieces, here I am, again, breaking everything, and this time, its due to my mistake.
I don't expect forgiveness from anyone now.
I've cried the tears, I've prayed the prayers, I've said the words, I've sung the songs.
Nothing seems to be working now.
Been trying to occupy myself with stuff to keep my mind off things. Off thinking. Off dwelling in self pity and sorrow.
Thank God for brothers and sisters in Christ, those who didn't mind going the extra mile to comfort me. And for those who read this entry, thank you for taking the time to read and to comfort me 
God, I can't do anything else now. All I can do is to continue to honour You in everything that I do. My thoughts, actions and words. God, I hope in time You will reveal Your reasons why all these happen. May it be for good, which I know it is.
Even if its for Your good that I sacrifice my everything, every single thing, so be it.
It doesn't matter what I am going through now. Ultimately, God,
You are still good. You are still worthy of my praise.
I will still praise You.
In the lone hour of my sorrow,
Through the darkest night of my soul,
You surround me, and sustain me,
My defender, forevermore.
When hope is lost, I call You Savior,
When pain surrounds, I'll call You healer,
When silence falls, You'll be the song within my heart.
I will praise You, I will praise You,
When the tears fall, still I will sing to You,
I will praise You, Jesus I will praise You,
Through the suffering still I will sing to You.
When the laughter fails to comfort,
When my heart aches, Lord are You there?
When confusion is all around me,
And the darkness, is my closest friend,
Still I will praise You,
Jesus, praise You.
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